Stop giving up on me! Why do I go to a Christian university surrounded by churches yet can't find a ministry for people my age? Why do I go to a school of 700+ students, next to a school of 20,000+, near another school with hundreds more yet can't find a ministry teaching God's word … Continue reading Stop giving up on ME!
According to my personality type, I tend to have strong opinions and also tend to be very open about sharing them. I suppose that is the reason I don't have a problem sharing them here. I think the worst thing that has happened to me since I took the Myers Briggs personality test is the … Continue reading Why I Hate My Myers Briggs Personality Type
My dearest city, my home, Though I am far away I think of you often. My prayers are especially with you tonight. I can no longer see the beautiful skyline, the rocking waves of the bay, or that great symbol of enduring hope that inspired Francis Scott Key. Yet I think of the good things. … Continue reading A Letter to Baltimore
I dread going into Christian bookstores. I used to love them. I also dread opening books and reading the first chapter, only to discover that it is filled with nothing but filth. I used to adore books, but these days I find myself struggling to find good reads. There are always the classics, yes. But … Continue reading Why I Don’t Read “Christian Fiction”
As I look into the mirror and see everything wrong with me I feel as if I have been captured by the image. Everything seems to be sucked into the mirror, and suddenly it is all I can see. Is the image in the mirror really me? I realize that I am in a spacious … Continue reading Stop talking about me like that!
I often see people writing about how they want God to empty them and then refill them with whatever spiritual expression they are thinking of at that moment. That's not what I'm talking about. I'm empty. There is nothing left in me to give to anyone else. I have no energy, no sympathy, and no patience … Continue reading Empty me…..